8 years ago I had never touched a barbell or back squatted in my life.
At 8 yrs old, my food & body issues began.
It’s been 7 years since my first CrossFit competition which I entered only 3 months after my 1st foundations class.
I was scared & intimidated af at each stage.
Even as a CrossFit coach, I was still struggling with body image, digestive issues & had no idea how to properly nourish myself. Mentally, emotionally, and physically I may add.
Hot. Mess. Express.
I finally reached a point years later & knew it was time to quit trying to compete & eat a certain way & be something I simply was not.
No one equips you for the flood of emotions that come with changing the way you’ve lived for years & the body changes that come with it.
Doesn’t matter if you’re an athlete, a mom, have chronic illness, or disordered eating — we never look at food, exercise or our bodies the same ever again.
No one equips you with the knowledge that before, during that season, your body’s purpose was to be an athlete, or a dancer, or a mom & wife, or a nurse, or a fur mom & single girl just doin the best she can.
No one reassures you your body is supposed to change & your life & relationships & seasons are all going to change — & all those changes are totally OK.
We’re taught young that our worth & purpose are attached to live up to societies beauty standards.
I’ve gained weight, lost weight, gained muscle, lost muscle, been every shape & size & tried every diet always coveting the smaller, leaner version of myself.
Always jealous of the girls that could eat anything they wanted & live like a ‘normal person’ and not have to worry about bloating or constipation or diarrhea or nausea & vomiting just because she ate a salad or had pizza with friends or ate food too late.
With frustration, I started to hate what I saw in the mirror getting in the shower. I didn’t even want to take my clothes off half of the time. Seriously affected my sex life & honestly any kind of abundance I wanted to bring into my life.
Its taken took 30 years of struggling with IBS, Crohns, disordered eating & just being freakin human to realize that I don’t need to be a double 0, an athlete, an ‘Influencer,’ or whatever label you choose to have purpose & worth.
I found love in relationships, & food, & entrepreneurship, & exercise, & LIFE again.
That 8 year old little girl you see on the left didn’t know it then, but she is a mf Queen, an authority, & was meant to help others thru her challenges.
She was meant for greatness.
So are you.
I’m here to help you.
Link here if you’re struggling like I did too.
Message me anytime on IG or Facebook. I know most of you follow me on the gram and I’m grateful to have such a wonderful fam like yall!
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And a reminder that greatness has nothing to do with what you look like or what diet or exercise you choose.
oxox Coach K