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Something my life journey has shown me is that the more I heal & love myself as I am, the more grounded & peaceful life becomes.
A hard lesson I learned 👉how & when to adjust. It’s hard because often times as painful af & you don’t wanna do it.
The older I get, the less I feel the need to perform.
the less I feel the need to shrink & settle.
the less I feel the need to chase.
the less I feel the need to overextend & over-explain.
The older I get the more I realize that I’m not interested in things or relationships that are not physically, mentally, emotionally nourishing, stimulating & rooted in authentic loving intentions.
MOOD: I’ve changed & evolved into a better version of myself. I’m choosing different & walking tall with fresh energy. I attract all that I desire to my highest alignment. Healing & self awareness are my superpowers. Growth is good to me. I love me, my body, my mind, & spirit. I now choose to stand in my power for good.
It was like getting glasses & actually seeing for the first time. Those “blobs” – they were trees. They were flowers & so much more. Most people spend the first half of their lives collecting and the second half choosing what to keep.
“So now that you’re 40, which lessons do you plan to carry with you?” A friend asked me this question on my 40th birthday. At the time, I didn’t have a great answer. Actually I think my eyes glazed over a lil bit from the enormous amount of information running through my brain. Looking back, I realized the reason I write to y’all is so you can learn from not only what I have learned, but from my mistakes & experiences so that you can be a better human faster than I was. THAT is being a good leader. It’s not about acting like you know everything or being “sugar & spice & everything nice.” “Nice,” in my opinion, is telling the truth & that doesn’t always make you the most popular, but it does make you someone who stands for something larger than themselves & accountable. I started my fitness, nutrition coaching, & social media journey 15+ years ago. During that time, I’ve written & shared thousands of blogs, posts, & videos, most rooted in life lessons learned & weeding out what matters from what doesn’t & what’s gonna help the most people out there. Here are more lessons the world — and the amazing people (like you) I’m lucky to have along with me for the ride — have taught me that I plan to carry with me as long as the Universe will have me here. It doesn’t matter what you do as long as you’re in motion. The less time you spend thinking and the more time you spend doing, the closer you’ll get to the life you want. Try some of these on for size and just run with’em. Report back to me when your life is awesome. I’m grateful for each & every one of you that read, share, & unpack your bags of life right beside me. oxox Coach K
Daily confessions of a shameless morning selfie… In case you needed the reminder, it’s OK to be sorta sweet, sorta Beth Dutton🤚🥃 Yellowstone. Dudes I love this show. I have not been so obsessed with a show since Grey’s Anatomy, One Tree Hill, & Sex & the City. To my new followers you’ll find I talk about all kinds of real life sh*t on here. Love, food, relationships, money, fitness – they’re all connected. If you meet me in person I want you to be able to say, “You’re just like you are on social media!” Because that’s how it should be. Some personal things about me… I’m not naturally “feminine” per se. It’s a skill I’ve had to develop. 4 words: Bull in China Shop🐮 As I aged I noticed how trauma affected the balance of my masculine & feminine energy. 👉Trauma from from being made fun of as an overweight kid 👉feeling I had to achieve to be loved 👉or being liked simply for my looks & not the totality of all that I am The list could go on… I emotionally disconnected, became avoidant, & flirted more on the line of masculinity rather than embrace my femininity. ✅Thank you therapy. My therapist asked me about my sex life. “Do you like to be the more dominant one?” (felt like I needed a shot of tequila at this point😂) I guess I never noticed how rough around the edges I was until a boyfriend criticized me for slammin cabinet doors. He’d yell at me. I said we’ll maybe you’re just fragile🤷♀️😆 Obviously💁🏼♀️that relationship ended. It made me wanna change myself because I thought, well, there’s something wrong with me. I changed for him & that cycle of losing myself in relationships continued for years. I’m grateful for every single piece of 50 shades of fxcked up that makes me — ME. One of the best decisions you’ll ever make is to invest in therapy & always be seeking to be a better version of yourself. Tell yourself today👉you weren’t made to fit in, you were made to move mountains🏔 Oxox Coach K #saturdaymorning #butfirstcoffee
We also talked about how the people who are comfortable being alone will never waste your time with dating games.
Zero bullshit. If they’re special, you’ll know & you’ll know you’re special too because they choose to spend time with you over their favorite person, themself.
Hi. It me 😆👋
I thoroughly enjoy straight forward people who take the lead & tell me exactly what they want. You always know where they stand.
People who have taken the time to be alone & be ok with it are basically interviewing you to replace ourself as our new best friend & we really don’t want to give up that position but we are also intrigued & hopeful that there is more out there❤️
Therapy confessions👉Things people ask me that make me laugh, want to drink🥃 & smoke a cigar😂(💁🏼♀️like I need a reason sip bourbon & smoke a cigar but whatever🙃)
Why are you single?
Are you getting married again?
Don’t you want kids?
Listen, I admittedly was a serial monogamist the majority of my life. I was the girl that always had a boyfriend.
I had only dated & kissed 2 guys up until the age of 27. Don’t worry, I made up for it quickly after my 1st divorce😆why lie. They call it the “Hoe Phase” for y’all not familiar👀
I don’t think I ever really learned how to “date.”
I honestly had no idea WHAT I was doing.
It’s like I just wanna hang with an awesome person, go adventuring & do cool sh*t with. One I love being around, that’s easy & down the road if it turns into something more, that’s the end goal🤷♀️
Had a follower ask what I thought she should do about dating & marriage…everyone laugh now😹
So we talked…
Don’t know if I’ll ever get married again, never say never. I know the people meant for me, find me. Hell I’m not even sure what the right answer is anymore nor do I care.
I feel relationships are whatever you choose to define them as, not what society tells you. I don’t feel you need a contract for happiness or validation.
By dating you do figure out what you don’t like so you know what you do like.
THINGS NOT TO DO:
Don’t say yes to men or women who aren’t suitable for you, don’t ignore red flags just because you don’t want to be single. Don’t do things you don’t agree with just to keep a relationship going. Don’t dishonor your own values just so you aren’t lonely. Don’t lose yourself. Don’t lose faith in love.
One day, you’ll understand the price is too high to pay to lose yourself — the most important person in your life.
All of your painful experiences craft you into the impeccable person you are today.
And the right person will appreciate every part of you, your story & let you live life on your own terms.
The right person feels like freedom & home imo. You can’t read a book to tell you how to feel…
You can read all the books in the world but if you can’t read yourself you can’t efficiently execute anything.
#shitmytherapistsaid
Has anyone else felt they read all the books but in honesty you realized you were a really sh*tty executor, too?😆👋
A painful truth brought up in therapy one time was the realization that when I felt anything or anyone was touching the walls of my freedom or made me feel “unsafe” or “wrong” — I’d run.
Confessions of a recovered avoidant🙋♀️
It was fear. I had a follower ask me today if I’ve ever been afraid of anything so much that I ran from it. Fxck me.🤦♀️ It forced me to painfully sit there & reflect.
I realized thru experiences & relationships what I should’ve been asking myself during periods of discomfort was, “Is this relationship or experience making me want to up level into a better woman?”
I stayed in a LOT of situation-ships & cohabitations far longer than I should have because of fear.
I also RAN from a lot of potential relationships because of fear. Fear to be in a situation-ships or comfortably numb cohabitation again.
I didn’t have the tools back then or self awareness to assess/navigate relationships & life experiences effectively.
If you feel you have to appear a certain way to receive validation, respect, or love — you need to figure out what it is inside you that makes you want to change to be more accepted & worthy.
Look for the pebbles in your shoes, they may not be large stones but they will cut you after time.
All right, hope my ramblings and therapy sessions helped you toO!
Love & hugs,
Coach “no longer in my hoe phase (thank the Lord 🙏😄)” K
There’s someone right now living & loving their life with less than you. They are living & loving their life the same weight, body size, body fat, relationship status, health condition, job, financial status & more, as you. External factors aren’t what make you unhappy, you do. It’s the perception of life & the thoughts in your head. You aren’t your thoughts but you do choose to listen to them. No more, “I’ll be happy when…” Cheat codes I wished I had learned earlier. Which one do you resonate most with? Happy Saturday family! I love you! Oxox Coach K
It was a sobering & reflective conversation. “I wish I’d had the courage to simply love when it felt right & live a life true to myself & not the life others expected of me or worry about timelines.” Had a terminal patient tell me this years ago as I finished their CT. I now view heart as the currency of life. I look for people to add value & joy to my life. That’s it. I no longer complicate experiences by letting my ego, my past, & fear of the future taint my enjoyment of the present experience & relationships. 👆🏻That’s what I told a follower this mornin before crossfit. She said she had no idea really how to “do life” — relationships, career, or body. She said, “I don’t know what it’s like to look in the mirror & feel beautiful & happy.” My heart ached. I empathize, I lived decades basically lost, too. I chose this picture & song for this post intentionally. I did all my make up & hair myself for a gala. Had a great time simply enjoying being creative from a place of self love vs self hate. I felt exquisite. I prayed for someone to love me like the lyrics of this song for decades. When you get to the point of healing & wholeness where you don’t let your body or relationship or career or the clothes etc, wear you — life completely changes abundantly. I told her her future self will look back on her life right now, & wish she could live it again. Not because she wanted to DO anything different. But because she would wish she’d enjoyed it more. ☝🏻If I could share only 1 life lesson with you, it would be this. BODY: love yourself & body for everything you are, not what you aren’t. CAREER: you’re already rich if you have a career you love, roof over your head, food to eat, & people who love you. RELATIONSHIPS: the ‘right’ one feels like freedom & home without ego. You’re able to share every detail of yourself, life, & evolve together. We’re always living. But the question is, are you living YOUR best life fearlessly? Drop a ❤️ if you’re ready🤘🏻 Oxox Coach K #fitnessjourney #selflove #transformationtuesday
Had a DM today from a frustrated woman who stated she felt she was always “Behind with everything.” Relationships, love, her body, financial situation, for examples.
I’ve felt this way more times in my life than I’d like to admit. How bout y’all?
I’m 40, childless, divorced (twice), & for humor’s sake, my cat, Pete, is the longest successful relationship with a male I’ve had. LOL!
My life is incredibly rich in love, laughter, joy, & wealth, however. It’s about gratitude & perspective. My wealth is found in experiences, honoring myself, & being a human that makes somebody feel like somebody.
She cried, “I should be further along.”
Seriously, what does that even mean anymore? Like wth is even “normal” anymore?
And who cares?!
I replied, Honey, take your time. I paused, smiled, & sent her these beautiful words from a post that changed my life years ago.
I hope they resonate with you in the beautiful way that you need, too.
A woman who takes her time moves slow. She knows what she is worth. She values herself enough that she doesn’t need to hook you quickly with her shiny carnal lures.
She takes the time to see you. She waits patiently as you take off your armor. She knows the sadness hidden beneath your smile. She knows the hurt you hold inside. She isn’t in a hurry to pull it out of you. She knows that her purpose is not to heal you, but to teach you how to heal yourself.
A woman who takes her time does not believe in Love at first sight. Not the Love she is interested in. Because she remembers how long it took to love herself. She knows that is how her Love will grow with you. Slowly. Gradually. With forgiveness. Patience. Compassion for all your greed, all your lusts, all your competitiveness. Even your possessiveness.
But a woman who takes her time will not let you keep her as your pet. She has taken the time to know who she is in truth. She knows she cannot be owned. She is a wild wolf. Made of shark teeth, hummingbird feathers, and the first drop of dew on the morning rose.
If you have the courage to be with a woman who takes her time, there is nothing that you can keep hidden. No secrets will be kept safe. You will be naked, vulnerable, exposed. You will see yourself for who you truly are. All your shadow, all your glory. You will be forced to see Her for who she truly is. When there is nothing left to hide, then and only then will you be able to decide…If you are meant to slow dance with the woman who takes her time. @aubreymarcus ❤️
Hailing from Fishers, Indiana, Katie is an aficionado of health, mindset, human connection, & entrepreneurship. Writer, speaker, doer of many things, she grew up on her family’s beef cattle & crop farm where agriculture was her first love. She is a Purdue University graduate well known for her storytelling of life lessons & personal transformation through her own relationships, Crohn’s Disease, disordered eating, CrossFit, & adapting a carnivore diet lifestyle. Katie also has over 16 years experience as a Registered Radiologic Technologist, Nutritionist, & Sales Consultant. You can catch her via Instagram @lil_bit_of_fit & blog, Lilbitoffit.com
She told me, “Once I lose the weight I know I’ll find the right guy & the right job because I’ll be happier & more confident.”
I felt her emotion in my soul, that was me at one time, too.
I thought as long as I shrunk myself to the smallest version possible I would, then & only then, finally be happy in the depths of my disordered eating & abusive relationship with myself.
Somehow I convinced myself by controlling my body, I held the power.
Guess what?
Life kicked me in the face repeatedly.
However, despite the painful experiences of sickness, mental/physical heaviness of being obese, pain of living with Crohn’s, failed relationships, men cheating on me, ME cheating on myself – I gained awareness of my strengths & weaknesses.
I learned about communication, humility, compassion, empathy, self love, pride, proper nourishment, fitness, mindset, purpose, & the true meaning of wealth & happines.
I had one job I hated so much I wanted to cry every morning. I resigned after 2 months because I was stressed & miserable. I felt like the biggest failure & fell into a depression.
I didn’t know my purpose or what the f*ck I was supposed to be doing with my life. I didn’t know how to become the best version of myself.
I dove head first into researching & learning from resources & mentors such as The Secret, Abraham Hicks, Lacy Phillips @tobemagnetic , Bob Proctor, Wayne Dyer, Napoleon Hill, Dr. Joe Dispenza.
I learned about how I was wired, to embrace & accept myself thru researching my enneagram, astrology signs, human design, & Myers Briggs.
I learned that the statement, “I’ll be happier when”…
– was total bullsh*t.
You’ll find the right guy/girl, the right job, the body, the health, insert whatever you desire here __________ — when you learn you attract & manifest everything you want by choosing to be happy & confident right now, despite the circumstances.
Some of life experiences you might relate to…
I know people who some would be categorized as “larger, less attractive, &/or less successful” by society’s standards than other “slimmer, more attractive, &/or more successful” & they are the happiest, most fulfilled, rich, & have the most nurturing wonderful relationships I have ever seen.
This has zero fux to do about their size & everything to do about their beliefs about themselves, their abundance mindset, & commitment to making decisions to constantly create a better human.
They f*cking rock life because they love themselves & the Universe rewards them so.
You have the power to create the life & attract whatever you want simply by learning to love yourself, focus on what makes YOU happy, what brings YOU joy, & choosing to keep commitments to yourself from a loving heart.
Learn the lessons or they will repeat themselves until you do.
You matter simply because you exist not for what you look like.
Not every relationship is meant to last forever, & that’s OK, enjoy the season & experiences.
Not every job is meant to last forever, just the same as relationships.
Love is the most nourishing & essential nutrient of life. Without it life has a little meaning. And this could be love for yourself, love for a greater purpose, or love for another. It is the most important thing we have to give freely & the most valuable thing we can receive.
Our job is to reject love or a life that is lackluster, abusive, emotionally damaging, or vanilla. Step up to plate of your desires & knock that ball out of the park.
Hailing from Fishers, Indiana, Katie is an aficionado of health, mindset, human connection, & entrepreneurship. Writer, speaker, doer of many things, she grew up on her family’s beef cattle & crop farm where agriculture was her first love. She is a Purdue University graduate well known for her storytelling of life lessons & personal transformation through her own relationships, Crohn’s Disease, disordered eating, CrossFit, & adapting a carnivore diet lifestyle. Katie also has over 16 years experience as a Registered Radiologic Technologist, Nutritionist, & Sales Consultant. You can catch her via Instagram @lil_bit_of_fit & blog, Lilbitoffit.com
here. Confessions of another dirty bathroom photo.
Confessions of another bathroom photo…
I made some big decisions lately.
I’m going down part time in radiology. This is my last full-time week & I booked a legacy photo shoot for my 40th in August.
I read a past journalist entry this morning dated October of 2020.
It read, “My coworkers & I were going thru our schedules & I had a gut check moment. I’ve had 3, THREE whole days off in 2 months.”
My reaction, “WTF, Katie! You have a problem.”
I’ve confided in y’all about how I have an addictive personality.
I was never addicted to 1 thing. I discovered thru therapy I was addicted to filling voids.
It’s a hard shot to swallow. Most truth bombs are.
I reflected on my journey this mornin & gave gratitude for how far I’ve come. And I hope y’all can do the same. Be proud of yourselves!
My addictions were similar shades.
Mornings writing with Pete (and coffee, of course)
I’ve been all 50 shades & shapes & sizes of fugged up, mentally & physically. They affected all my relationships.
Like the memes…
𝗠𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘀𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲: what do we say when we feel like this? 𝗠𝗲: you coulda had a bad bitch? 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗶𝘀𝘁: NO.
Quoting @lizzobeeating seems like a positive life decision for me at this point
You?
My biggest fear used to be gaining weight.
Now, I’ve quickly discovered my biggest fear is missing out on life & working my life away.
I enjoy coaching y’all, writing, speaking, networking with my community, nurturing relationships, & helping others more at this season in my life than trading my time for money.
I want to spend as much time with my mom & dad, my friends & family as I can, making as many memories as I can. Loving the sh*t out of this life, squeezing every drop.
That’s my true wealth.
I hope I gave y’all a laugh, & let you know that it’s OK. We are always 1 decision away from a completely different life.
“Addiction is an attempt to regulate a nervous system chronically stuck in fight or flight.
Addiction is an attempt to escape from feeling a pain and emptiness that runs to the core of a persons being.
Addiction is a form of self abuse. When we are abused or emotionally neglected as children, we can become our own abuser. It’s all we know. Our brains seek to repeat the familiar.
Addiction is the result of not having childhood co-regulation. An inability to self sooth. A lack of healthy ways to cope.
Addiction is the result of witnessing things that were scary, overwhelming, or downright terrifying without having a safe adult to help you understand them.
Addiction is the childhood LACK OF EMOTIONAL CONNECTION, manifested.
Addiction is an attempt to silence the “dark” thoughts that re-play (like a broken record) the voice of the critical parent.
Addiction is the result of a society’s greatest lie: that says some people aren’t lovable, worthy, or valuable.
Addiction is SHAME. And it’s usually a shame that was never that persons to carry.
Addiction causes a person to engage in survival based behaviors they wouldn’t otherwise engage in like: deception, abuse, theft, or betrayal.
Addiction is a slow spiritual death that no human being consciously chooses.”
Hailing from Fishers, Indiana, Katie is an aficionado of health, mindset, human connection, & entrepreneurship. Writer, speaker, doer of many things, she grew up on her family’s beef cattle & crop farm where agriculture was her first love. She is a Purdue University graduate well known for her storytelling of life lessons & personal transformation through her own relationships, Crohn’s Disease, disordered eating, CrossFit, & adapting a carnivore diet lifestyle. Katie also has over 16 years experience as a Registered Radiologic Technologist, Nutritionist, & Sales Consultant. You can catch her via Instagram @lil_bit_of_fit & blog, Lilbitoffit.com
