Nailed my 13k steps today. That was my goal. Rounded them out tonight at home on the ole treadmill watching Real Housewives of New Jersey. 😆
I got to thinking about a therapy session I had where we were working on the feeling of “being alone.”
For me I struggled with the frustration that “no one will ever understand & accept the real me so I’m better of by myself.”
— I’m complex, I recharge in my alone time
I’m a bit of an a$$hole sometimes & hella fun too 😉
I change my mind a lot
I want to achieve & do so much & reach my full potential
I love soooo many different things & I want them all
I want to learn as much I can & soak up every bit of this life, even the mistakes.
Call me greedy, ambitious?
Whatever.
I’ve been called worse 😂
Anyone else feel this way?
I realized that in my life when I had felt alone it was because I wasn’t being vulnerable enough to let my guard down to be truly seen for who I was.
And that’s the person that’s not perfect, does not have her shxt together all the time, has no idea where the hxll she’s going or what the right answers are.
The reason we feel so alone is because we’re not allowing true connection.
It’s like social media & only showing the highlight reels. They’re masks we put on.
Just wanted to write these feelings down in case anyone else has felt like me.
Sending you guys all the ❤️
Ps. Get your steps in. 🙂